Friendship

Hey guys 

If your wondering why I re-published my 'About me' blog post it was because I needed to change it and one of the changes should of been made ages ago but I don't know I just didn't want to 

And today I am going to explain why by the means of friendship 

Basicly a few moths ago just before Halloween last year me and my bestfriend at that time (Lauren you may remember her) fell out 

She took a day off school and I came home to loads of messages from her and she was saying how she felt invisible 

Me and my now bestfriend Keely were like what 

Because recently we had noticed Lauren was only talking about herself and we just couldn't get a word in 

Like imagine having a friend that only talked about her life her problems but you couldn't get a word in you were silenced 

Well when she confronted us about feeling invisible me and keely flipped we were like talking each other threw the hole thing sending screenshots and everything 

We couldn't believe what she was saying 

She said that we left her out we only spoke to each other and we were like yeah because we get on we have a lot in common ( I don't know if I have mentioned this but me and keely have been friends since we were like 3 but when we were like 6 keely moved away we lost touch but she moved back and me and her slowly started to talk again and we are back to our friendship) 

By the way I am not slagging Lauren of or anything like that I'm using it as an example and I don't want to make her feel bad 

Once the argument which lasted a couple days was over me and Lauren talked a little but the conversation was really blunt if you know what I mean but after that we just stopped talking 

Now we don't talk 

During that weekend me and keely grew so close we started off so angry an fas I have mentioned before my anger ends in tears and it did 

Me and keely practically broke down 

Even losing a bad friendship is hard 

Over that weekend I told keely some really deep things because it knew I could trust her 

Just to add me and Lauren had been friends for like wait 6 years jesus thats long and well I never told her anything cause I never felt I could trust her 

I don't have trust with anyone basicly only 2 people on this earth know deep things about me but neither of them know it all 

Also keely told me stuff that made me think so much like life is not okay life is pretty bad 

Me and keely ha dinky been friends for nearly a year at this point but I knew I could trust her which is so weird 

But yeah 

Basicly lately I have been thinking so much about this and me and Lauren's friendship wasn't that bad like I didn't feel like I could trust her but it wasn't that bad really 

At one point I was thinking so deep and I was like do I miss our friendship yeah I guess 

But then I was like wait I'm gonna be civil towards her but I'm not going to forgive or forget that week was so hard like I just didn't have a clue 

I was so done with life 

Now I'm like she made me so happy so mad I don't want to be near her I just can't like 

A friend was talking to her and Lauren was just talking about herself and then my friend caged the subject when Lauren paused and my friend talked about her life like Lauren did and I also have quite a few other friends in that class and apparently Lauren was not amused she didn't like it 

I see it as a lesson 1 to me she's not gonna change so I'm just gonna stay away 2 she needs to realise that's what she does to people but imagine my friend talking to her like that all the time 

I'm suprised me and keely actually stayed friends with her for so long 

Lauren if your reading which you might be let's leave it here we are completely different people we are never gonna get on 

Guys if you have any questions or stories of your own please leave them below I would love to help you 

Thanks for reading 

  

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