Time for a lifestyle change

Hey guys 

Sorry this is so late I have have been doing homework for so long now and yeah but no excuses basicly I have had no motivation 

But this will change 

So today is again a more serious blog post I kinda got a bit of inspiration from what I have just recently started doing

Basically the past few years everyone and everything around me has been changing but I've stayed the same 

I feel like it's time for me to change my life for the better 

As you many or may not know I am not the skinniest of girls and to be honest I don't want to be super skinny I just want to loose enough weight to make me happy ( yes to make myself happy I am going to have to loose a lot but it's worth it) 

At the start of this year I never made any New Years resolutions because I know they never come true and are just pointless 

But 

Recently me and my friends have been talking a lot about getting healthier we were all talking about well to be honest I don't know how it started but 

We got on to the subject and now we are in this for the long haul 

So we basically started another group chat with just us 5 girls and together we are gonna make a change with each other's help and support 

( btw in this screenshot ignore the group chat images yeah we do have a lime as the header for one ) 

I feel like I could maybe do this on my own as I have done before but maybe doing this with others will be better 

I always try hard to be healthy and excersise but it always slowly pulls me down and after a few month I end up healthier but unhappy 

This time we are going to pull each other up and go around this in a good way 

We are all determined to do this

Things to help you be healthy: 

- drink lots of water ( it's good for the skin and system) 

- eat healthy cut out snacks ( to an extent that's good for you ) 

- only eat when your hungry if your not hungry don't eat 

- do regular excersise 

Starting off is so hard I didn't even know my local area had a gym 

Also being an Internet kid means you procrastinate a lot ( I don't know the menacing but it is basicly lazing around doing absolutely nothing but at the same time doing s lot that does not in use a lot of movement at all ) 

I normally eat just whenever but now unless my stomach rumbles or feels empty I am not eating 

Also am I the only one that hates when you eat so much and have a sore belly ' food baby' well think of that same feeling before you go to eat then think nope I'm gonna feel sick let's not eat 

Motivation is soe thing I have none of  it I know I am strong enough

Just set yourself goals 

Easy goal that get harder 

The more you complete the easier it all becomes 

I know everyone has the strength to do something like this 

So make it happen 

 

If you want more advice please feel free to comment below 

Thanks 

  

                                                          Bye guysxxx!!!

Family worries

Hey guys 

Again today is another more heart felt blog post 

Quick appologie I think I might upload on Monday nights now as on Sunday night I am always so rushed for school so bare with me till I get a schedule sorted thank you 

Lately my granda has been going in and out of hospital and it has resulted in him getting a pacemaker in his chest 

But this is not the first time I have had relatives in hospital my mums mum and dad went in and out of hospital practically every year for many years before they died my great uncle was also stuck in hospital with cancer with did result in death and my cousin also died whilst in hospital so by now I am pretty used to 

Family problems and realities being ill 

Recently i have been thinking you guys probably have life issues as well so I would love to give you some advice 

Also if you do have any family problems please feel free to leave them in the comments I would love to try and help you guys as much as I can because when you annonomassly speak out it helps 

Basicly what I did threw out this time was

I stayed as happy as I could because your family don't want to see you sad 

I smiled because  smiling makes other people smile and if you smile you immediately feel better 

I went and visited as much as I could : I know seeing family in hospital is heart breaking but they want to see you 

Also I know hospitals are scary and horrible places personally I don't like to touch or use anything I just like to stand and speak I just hate the thought that there might be germs ( just let me puke one min) 

Also be helpful at home your family will be feeling pretty bad so you gotta help them out 

don't hide away from the fact that your family member may die just make sure there last memories are good and that you are there with them because that's what they want 

Support 

Kindness 

️Happiness 

Loyalty 

Smiles 

And fellow ship

Are things you need to show 

Thank you guys for reading again if you have any worries of your own please leave them below 

                                                                 Bye guysxxx!!!

 

Friendship

Hey guys 

If your wondering why I re-published my 'About me' blog post it was because I needed to change it and one of the changes should of been made ages ago but I don't know I just didn't want to 

And today I am going to explain why by the means of friendship 

Basicly a few moths ago just before Halloween last year me and my bestfriend at that time (Lauren you may remember her) fell out 

She took a day off school and I came home to loads of messages from her and she was saying how she felt invisible 

Me and my now bestfriend Keely were like what 

Because recently we had noticed Lauren was only talking about herself and we just couldn't get a word in 

Like imagine having a friend that only talked about her life her problems but you couldn't get a word in you were silenced 

Well when she confronted us about feeling invisible me and keely flipped we were like talking each other threw the hole thing sending screenshots and everything 

We couldn't believe what she was saying 

She said that we left her out we only spoke to each other and we were like yeah because we get on we have a lot in common ( I don't know if I have mentioned this but me and keely have been friends since we were like 3 but when we were like 6 keely moved away we lost touch but she moved back and me and her slowly started to talk again and we are back to our friendship) 

By the way I am not slagging Lauren of or anything like that I'm using it as an example and I don't want to make her feel bad 

Once the argument which lasted a couple days was over me and Lauren talked a little but the conversation was really blunt if you know what I mean but after that we just stopped talking 

Now we don't talk 

During that weekend me and keely grew so close we started off so angry an fas I have mentioned before my anger ends in tears and it did 

Me and keely practically broke down 

Even losing a bad friendship is hard 

Over that weekend I told keely some really deep things because it knew I could trust her 

Just to add me and Lauren had been friends for like wait 6 years jesus thats long and well I never told her anything cause I never felt I could trust her 

I don't have trust with anyone basicly only 2 people on this earth know deep things about me but neither of them know it all 

Also keely told me stuff that made me think so much like life is not okay life is pretty bad 

Me and keely ha dinky been friends for nearly a year at this point but I knew I could trust her which is so weird 

But yeah 

Basicly lately I have been thinking so much about this and me and Lauren's friendship wasn't that bad like I didn't feel like I could trust her but it wasn't that bad really 

At one point I was thinking so deep and I was like do I miss our friendship yeah I guess 

But then I was like wait I'm gonna be civil towards her but I'm not going to forgive or forget that week was so hard like I just didn't have a clue 

I was so done with life 

Now I'm like she made me so happy so mad I don't want to be near her I just can't like 

A friend was talking to her and Lauren was just talking about herself and then my friend caged the subject when Lauren paused and my friend talked about her life like Lauren did and I also have quite a few other friends in that class and apparently Lauren was not amused she didn't like it 

I see it as a lesson 1 to me she's not gonna change so I'm just gonna stay away 2 she needs to realise that's what she does to people but imagine my friend talking to her like that all the time 

I'm suprised me and keely actually stayed friends with her for so long 

Lauren if your reading which you might be let's leave it here we are completely different people we are never gonna get on 

Guys if you have any questions or stories of your own please leave them below I would love to help you 

Thanks for reading 

  

                                                          Bye guysxxx!!! 

2014 memories

A Hey guys 

I'm back again 

I just wanted to say

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

I hope this year is good for you 

 

And also disclaimer I had this blog post publishing on Sunday but it never published and I wanted to Add more today but then I realised it hadn't published so sorry if you thought I was slacking again  

Also half of this blog post is deleted and I can't find it anywhere like what so if I can't find it all you will have is the version with edited pictures I seriously don't know what going on but yeah and I can't write it again because I deleted the pictures and what I wrote before was pure blog gold ( not really but yeah)

But anyway 

I don't think I have ever mentioned this but this year I kept a jar and put memories and souvenirs into it of things that I have done 

So I thought I would look back on 2014 with you guys 

This is the jar I used and by the way the background is my bed cover and the cards I couldn't fit in the jar so yeah 

These are 2 Christmas cards from my friends Keely and Caitlin if you remember the DIY t-shirts I blogged about then you will understand why me and keely call each other b*tch 1 and b*tch 2 and also Caitlin wrote about how nash and hayes grier have nice faces then she said her favourite o2l members are Jc and Kian because she just recently started watching them 

So this one is a bit weird but me and keely wanted to collect all the Disney princess from kinder eggs because we love Disney we tried so many shops and when we finally got some we got Barbie instead so we were not happy 

So if you remember this is my shirt that me and keely made it turned out so bad but oh well and yes I did manage to fit it in the jar that's why it's so creased 

This is a picture I drew for a project I did with my school called the creative edge project where we worked with people to encourage more expressive and creative arts in schools and we all had to draw an instrument for our presentation so this is my rough copy of a guitar and yes it is supposed to be like ed sheerans because I love his album so much thinking out loud and photograph are such good songs 

So in 2014 I went threw a bars and melody stage if you don't know there a duo group and my friend Diane was also obsesed so she wrote out the lyrics for me because we were bored in class 

And I had to blur out her last name and my last name for privacy reasons even tho you already know my last name 

So for my duke of Edinburgh I have to volunteer some where so I volunteer at my local guirl guiding place which is brownies and this wa the first newsletter I got and I had to blur out some names of places for privacy again 

So this year I went to see the fault in our stars with my friends and this is my cinema ticket and my beds ticket that was one of the best movies I've seen so yeah and again I had to blur out the name of the cinema some codes and the bus company logo also the buses route 

So I had this crush at the beginning of the year and we were talking in class and he asked for a pen so I said help yourself so he went in my pencil case and found this piece of paper it was from a class that we needed to make a leaflet and I folded the pair wrong so I put the wrong folded one in my pencil cas and got another bit of paper but my crush thought it had like a private conversation on it and he was like can I look at it and I was like of course there's nothing on it but he unfolded it and drew something inappropriate and we both started laughing so yeah I will let you guess what it was 

And boy the way j don't actually like that boy anymore so I don't know why it's in my jar but I guess it was once a Memorie 

Loom bands omg I was obsesed as with the entire world but they soon got so annoying and defiantly should be left in 2014 

I went to visit this Scottish monument during the summer and here's the leaflet we got whilst we were there 

Also 

This is a picture I took of them and no I was not trying to take a picture of the mum and child they were in my way so I took a picture any way 

This year I took part in an global warming event called exodus at school and this was my timetable and I had to blur out teachers names for their privacy 

This is a bracelet I made for the anxiety day there was its called a panic button so people who have anxiety can look at and instead of being anxious they can feel calm 

This is a list of disorders I wrote out for the lines project where you draw lines of what disorders you have and I made this into a vine edit for the day that you had to draw the lines 

I also got this year the pointless book by alfie deyes and girl online by zoe sugg because they are both Youtubers and I want to support them 

At school I took part in the school show called hairspray and here's the programme and I had to blur out the school name and logo 

Also this year I got followed by the alfie deyes on Twitter 

Also my tweet got favourited by Joe sugg 

And of course I got 1,000 views on my blog 

Also this year I gained some internet friends which to be honest I could trust more than some of my current friends (no effence to my friends but yeah) 

So this year have made a number of Internet bestfriends that I have met threw fandoms so shoutout to 

Ivanna

Kenzie

Madi 

Karley 

Milica 

Faith

Claire 

Kayla 

Caitlyn 

For our amazing conversations and thank you for supporting  me and letting me support you you guys are awesome true friendships can actually come form people on the Internet and we have proved that thank you guys and one day we will break the distance because that day would be incredible 

Also and individual shoutout to ivanna, ivanna I couldn't ask for a better internet bestfriend that first Skype call is always a vivid memory that what 10 minutes of shock excitement and disbelief then a further what 2-3 hours of talking was amazing #California2018 let's make it happen 

And a quick shoutout to my school friends thank you for all the laughs, class banter loyalty and kindness 

And an individual shoutout to my best friend Keely thank you so much for this past year like seriously the stuff you have told me and the stuff I have told you seriously takes some trust thanks for understanding me and thank you for letting me help you threw hard times you are seriously a great friend

And if you are a Youtuber and your reading this my biggest thank you goes to you like seriously you have legit been there when I'm not feeling good just the click of a button away you guys have changed my life how long has it been now what I don't know like its probably like wait around 4 years now you Youtubers have the best job in the world I look up and respect you guys so much I will always support you and never forget or regret you 

The main thank you of that massive thank you goes to the o2l where do I start you guys  the 2 and a half years the channel has been alive have been amazing even before the channel was created your main channels were and stil, are incredible 

'Lemme tell ya bout 6 young fellas that really know how to get down'~charlie puth o2l song 

Basicly you guys have helped me so much to strangers it's hard to explain you guys are my life and even tho the channels gone o2l will live on forever threw our memories you guys mean the world to be and I'm glad your not quitting youtube for good 

Thank you to 

Kian Lawley 

sam Pottoroff 

Jc Caylen 

trevor Moran 

ricky Dillon 

Connor Franta

For making this year unreal thank you for making me happy when I watch youtpr videos and giving me confidence you guys mean the world to me I will forever support you I am more than proud of you 

from webcam videos to meeting each other to Ricardo Ricky's orange car to Ricardo leaving to the flat connor Rick and Jc shared to kiandrea to the first o2l house to 1 million to the tour to kiandrea breakup to your tattoos to jia to your coloured hairdo vidcon to 2 million to connor leaving to ricky and Trevor's ep's to jia breakup to the o2l channel ending to sams song to the new year party to the kian and Jc project and now nearly 3 million 

More amazing memories to come 

I will forever love an support you guys 

#o2lforever 

#ThanksToO2L

Wow this was a long post sorry you had to read this but yeah

(If your and o2ler sorry for making the ending so emotional and yeah it was super hard to write down every single memory without crying my eyes out but let's just think we should smile becaus it happened not cry because it's over) 

Thank you for all the views throughout the year 

I hope your 2014 was also super good and that your happy 

In 2015 things can only get better 

Also I am not going to give out my main Twitter account where I got favourited by Joe Sugg and followed by Alfie Deyes 

But 

I also have a fan account so feel free to follow me there @LifeOfASugglet 

Thank you 

                                                          Bye guysxxx!!!