Recently my parents have made me feel like utter crap I thought maybe you guys could relate therefore I'm giving myself the courage to write this
In a recent argument with my mum she said that I do f* all for her and never thank her for what she does
In another argument with my dad he told me when I was 17 I would not be getting a car or my driving lessons being paid ( my sister just got her first car as she is now 17 and old enough to drive )
My dad also said that when I was 18 I would have to leave home and next time we argue I will be the one to leave even if I'm not 18
These argument happen with my family all the time to often
They expect me to be top of every class have a good paying job and respect them
Which is just not possible
Also if someone doesn't respect you then never respect them they don't deserve anything from you
If I'm being honest I only have a sister and friends to support me now
I was never close with my family
We aren't even family anymore
And to be honest I wouldn't mind leaving home at 18 even sooner
It's just the fact I was told to and that no one in this household shows any kindness or respect for me
I have not been able to see the board in school properly since before spring/ester break I told my mum to make an appointment to get my eyes tested
Nearly 3 months later and my sister needed and appointment so she could have up to date details for her driving license so my mum made one the day she found out she would need to put she wore glasses on her license
It took my mum 3 month to make me and appointment and it was only cause my sister needed one I'm not against my sister she's the only one I get on with
But you know it's annoying
I know some of you guys will have the same problems and I hope that you do what's best for you
Also stays strong it's clique but showing pain makes people think your weak when I k is everyone of you are strong enough to get threw your problems
If things get seriously bad do something don't live a life where you are it happy
If it's not okay it's not the end when it's the end everything will be okay
Help yourself
Bye guys x.
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