When your family put you down

Hey guys 

Recently my parents have made me feel like utter crap I thought maybe you guys could relate therefore I'm giving myself the courage to write this 

In a recent argument with my mum she said that I do f* all for her and never thank her for what she does 

In another argument with my dad he told me when I was 17 I would not be getting a car or my driving lessons being paid ( my sister just got her first car as she is now 17 and old enough to drive ) 

My dad also said that when I was 18 I would have to leave home and next time we argue I will be the one to leave even if I'm not 18 

These argument happen with my family all the time to often 

They expect me to be top of every class have a good paying job and respect them 

Which is just not possible 

Also if someone doesn't respect you then never respect them they don't deserve anything from you 

If I'm being honest I only have a sister and friends to support me now 

I was never close with my family 

We aren't even family anymore 

And to be honest I wouldn't mind leaving home at 18 even sooner 

It's just the fact I was told to and that no one in this household shows any kindness or respect for me 

I have not been able to see the board in school properly since before spring/ester break I told my mum to make an appointment to get my eyes tested 

Nearly 3 months later and my sister needed and appointment so she could have up to date details for her driving license so my mum made one the day she found out she would need to put she wore glasses on her license 

It took my mum 3 month to make me and appointment and it was only cause my sister needed one I'm not against my sister she's the only one I get on with 

But you know it's annoying 

I know some of you guys will have the same problems and I hope that you do what's best for you 

Also stays strong it's clique but showing pain makes people think your weak when I k is everyone of you are strong enough to get threw your problems 

If things get seriously bad do something don't live a life where you are it happy 

If it's not okay it's not the end when it's the end everything will be okay 

Help yourself 

Bye guys x. 

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Hey guys 

My last blog post was over a month ago and in that time I have been bombarded with homework and tests but also found out a lot and therefore experienced new things 

I recently thought I would start turning my blog into a diary to look back on 

But

I ghought u guys don't want to read about my everyday life 

Yet also I don't know how I feel about writing down my entire life to be published online 

I need new direction with my blog 

For this to happen I need to make blog post that make me feel I'm doin good instead of feeling like this is another piece of homework which it does right now 

I want to write about things that matter but I also want to write short story's and diys 

So this is what I think I'm going to do 

For now I'm going to try once a week 

Without a schedule 

So like Monday one week Thursday the next 

This isn't like a job or homework 

It's just a fun read for you and a memory to look back on for me 

That's it for today 

Hopefully I will upload more frequently 

                                                                   Bye guys.

( also I've got a proper money paying job now so I can finally buy more stuff to blog about and just do more exciting things that I can also blog) 

Quick question; do you guys have a May Day event in your towns?

Let me know in the comments 

Bye again.