Dreams ☁️

Hey guys 

Sorry for the late upload guys but there been a lot of drama going down because 

Youtubes biggest collab channel Oursecondlife (O2L) have broken up 

They haven't fallen out 3 of them still live together the other 3 well...

One member left earlier this year because of depression.

The youngest member is only 16 so he's still with his family. 

The other member just moved out into a flat of his own because he hadn't moved out properly before. 

but they are all still best friend the class each other as brothers and they have so many new projects that uploading on their collab channel is becoming hard 

You herd it hear they have not fallen out 

So basicly this has had a massive impact on me since they are my absolute life the amount of memories they've made. Is ridiculous they call the fandom a family so it like a part of the family is gone yeah they still have their own channels but it just won't be the same with out the o2l channel 

#o2lforever

If you are in the fandom/family and are struggling to get your head round it all just remember connor frantas words in his coming out video 

It may not seem like your going to be okay right now, but you will be okay~ connor Franta 

Anyways 

Lately i have had to give some deep advice to a friend my best friend in fact about hopes and dreams

And

Ever since I have been talking about it I have been preaching it more and more to different people in slightly different ways 

I thought this advice might be helpful to you guys 

This advice is follow your dreams because why would life make you dream if it's not going to happen

Dreams are life goals life goals are there to be completed 

Therefore a dream is made to be completed 

People always have these dreams but not many people beleive they can accomplish them 

I have dreams but I beleive and know one day they will come true I'm gonna make sure of it even if I'm like 80 years old 

Dreams are wishes your heart makes 

Wishes do come true one way or another 

Some times we just gotta beleive 

Why would life make you dream and wish for something so bad and for you not to accomplish it 

If you really want your dreams to come true you will do everything you can to make them come true that's when you know it's a dream or a want 

This may be a weird topic but it's something we all can relate to we all have dreams 

And no matter what you dream is you go for it 

Beleive me when I say you can accomplish it 

Pinky promise okay 

Sometimes the things you want the most are the things that keep on letting you down but if you want it go get it 

Thanks for reading 

Stay cloudy guys ☁️ ( if you know o2l you will get that reference) 

                                                                 Bye guysxxx!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS ❄️❄️❄️

Hey guys 

As I said on Sunday I would be posting another midweek post on Christmas Day so here I am writing another post on Christmas Day 

I just really wanted to cheer you up if your sad and make you smile even more of ur in a good mood

First off I hope you have had an amazing Christmas and at least got 1 thing you wanted 

Also always remember it's better to give than receive 

And at least be grateful for what you have gotten since someone has actually spent money on you they didn't need to but they did because they wanted to 

Sometimes people forget the real reason of Christmas 

Personallly I think the real meaning of Christmas is to spend time with people you know and people you don't know and to just come together and have a good time 

Also I personally think Christmas isn't the same anymore like when I was younger I was so hyper for about a whole week before Christmas and Christmas was legit the best day of my year I would throw wrapping paper every where and run out in the now and eat like 2 platefuls of Christmas dinner 

But now I just open my presents eat some Christmas dinner I hardly ever finish a plate of Christmas dinner now I don't go play in the snow 

Growing up sucks like seriously everything changes the weird thing is I don't want to be a child again either childhood was fun but I don't want to be a child again 

Also

I feel now everybody is scared for the future cause they know how quick things can change 

Like even decorating my house in decorations isn't enjoyable anymore it just the same old same old 

I don't know 

What do you guys think 

But basicly if your not feeling great on Christmas then find something happy and enjoy it 

Finding true happiness is hard as fu** 

But when your happy there's apparently nothing better 

Seriously tho if your not feeling the Christmas spirit either just the happy thoughts and think of how grateful you are 

Christmas is a time to be a happy and joyful even if your not feeling it 

Just put on a smile put on a happy voice and there you go your making people think okay making them happy that everyone is having a good Christmas 

To be happy you just need to think positive screw the negative all smile 

If you feel something gone wrong thing in 2 year is this really gonna matter does this really have such an impact on my life that I need to overthink it 

Also don't act like you don't care on Christmas that will just put others down and I'm sure you can agree with me it's better to see someone happy than to see someone sad 

To sum up this blog post 

Do more of what makes you happy ~ alfie Deyes 

Try to enjoy Christmas 

You may not get in with your family but don't let that ruin your Christmas 

Don't ruin other people's Christmas 

If you seem someone cry over what you've done is what you've done still funny now 

All positive screw the negative all smiles ~ jc Caylen 

Live simply so others can simply live ~ Matthew espinosa 

Stay positve for Christmas guys 

Thanks for reading 

Remember to smile do it now smile right now 

Now your happier 

Any way  

 

Have a great Christmas 

                                                                Bye guysxxx!!! 

🎅The Christmas Photo Challenge🎅

Hey guys 

ItMe back again 

Today I am gonna be blogging a hella lot of pictures which I hope you guys love 

I really wanted to do a Christmas craft post but I tried to make some stuff and well it turned out so bad so I scraped that idea 

I have been looking back on my blog posts and it's all about me me and even more you guessed it me 

I don't want it to be about me I want a blog so I can help others that's why one of my New Years resolutions is write better blog posts 

Because there is nothing worse than hearing someone blabber on about themselves 

Also on Christmas Day I am gonna bright up your day ( hopefully) with a good old blog style inspirational mid week post

I will still be doing my traditional Sunday post as well though 

I just at least want you to feel inspired and happy on Christmas Day 

Also sorry this is a day late I started writing it on the Sunday but it never saved so here I am writin it again but oh well enjoy 

So basically today I am doing this 

Scrap the Instagram I'm doing this blog style so let's get going 

1. Advent calendar 

Basic Cadburys 

2. Lipstick 

This took me so long to get a picture of 

#BloggerLifestyle

3. Candle 

Christmassy 

4. Screenshot

My lock screen for you 

5. Hand cream 

Hand food???

6. Sky 

Outside my window it's pitch black so here's a sunset in LA California 

7. OOTD

Pyjama day #Cosy

8. Something that sparkles

My hand cause input glitter on it ( after this picture I blue the glitter off my hand in a tumblr way so now my floor sparkles)

9. Currently listening to 

A bit of Ariana Grande

10. Eyes 

So tumblr 

11. Flowers 

Flower crown 

12. Perfume 

Britney Spears curious 

13. All wrapped up 

Some of the presents I wrapped I know it's Christmas Eve eve eve and it still haven't wrapped all my presents 

14. Best friend 

This is me and my best friend keely at our Christmas party 'The Snowball' ( by the way if you didn't know keely is taking the picture I'm at the back) 

15. Brushes 

All my makeup brushes are changed in makeup so I thought nail polish brushes because y not 

16. Something pretty 

These are the fairy lights around my full length mirror it was supposed to look artsy 

17. Santa 

Santa on a Christmas card 

18. Makeup bag 

Basic makeup 

19. Bedroom decor 

Yeah I quite like the colour pink 

20. Night time

Ignore my nomaleuo face 

21. Nails 

Ugh I need to re-paint them 

22. Snowman 

Snowman on my calendar 

23. Bed 

Not a very festive bedspread 

24.Christmas tree

You can see the tree in the background by the way this is me and keely before 'The snowball' 

25. Food 

This is food from a meal I had back in summer 

26. Family 

I do have family pictures but you knowni don't want them all over the internet and anyway the youtubers and viners I watch are more supporting and family like than my actual family so yeah 

27. Selfie 

#BareFacedAndWhat

28. Present

I got this from a friend for my Christmas but she said I could open it early so I did 

29. Travel 

Yes it's official in 2018 I am going to LA California it's one of my biggest dreams so I am defiantly going no matter what this is something I want to do so bad 

30. Handbag 

This is the bag I took to 'The Snowball' 

31. Drink 

Recently I have been loving this Italian lemonade it tastes so good and also I didn't want to be stereotypical and take a picture of hot chocolate 

Thanks for reading guys I hope you enjoyed 

Stay tuned for my par on Christmas Day

Thanks for every view it may not seem much but seriously reaching 1000 views was such a major achievement 

Thank you   

                      Bye guysxxx!!!

❄️the Christmas tag❄️

Hey guys 

I'm back again and today I am obviously doing the Christmas tag 

But quick update I have recently finished reading a fanfic called detention by drunko2l and it is seriously amazing it had made me realise to value life so much more it's such a different yet amazing fanfic. 

But any way I thought I would spread some Christmas festivities with this tag here we go

1. What are your favourite Christmas movies 

   Probably home alone, or there is one I mentioned in last weeks post I can't remember what it's called but it's pretty good also elf and polar express

2. Do you open presents on Christmas Eve or Christmas morning?

   Well I normally open one on Christmas Eve then the rest on Christmas Day 

3. Do you have a favourite Christmas Memorie?

   Probably sledging you might not know what that is but it's going down a snowy hill on you but but with a board in between you and the ground, also when I was little I used to play in the snow and when we were little we used to get massive sacks with our presents in 

4. Favourite festive food?

   I really don't know I prefer food from all over the world but I really like stuffing/mealie with gravy or pigs in blankets( sausages wrapped in bacon) or Yorkshire pudding 

5. Favourite Christmas gift?

   When I was little I used to get a lot of soft toys which were always what I looked forward to cause I knew I would get but also this Christmas my grandmother said she's getting me a blender like a smoothie make and I a so happy cause I have wanted one for ages I need to eat my 5 a day 

6. Favourite Christmas scent?

   New Christmas tree gingerbread or peppermint 

7. Do you have any Christmas Eve traditions?

   Opening one present then getting an early night that's about it 

8. What tops your tree?

   Normally this big angel we have had since we were little but I really don't mind angel to me signify hope and luck but start signify brightness and light so either 

9. As a kid what was the one crazy gift you asked for but never got? 

   I always wanted one of those talking parots that speak to you I really liked them but I still don't have one 

10. What's the best part about Christmas for you?

    I really like the positivity and how everything becomes better around Christmas or should do and family comes together when I'm older I want to set up a food shelter in New York or somewhere and feed the homeless and spread Christmas cheer and festivity on Christmas because that's what it's all about after all 

Thank you for reading every view counts I can't beleive people are actually reading about me ranting on but oh well 

Thank you 

I love you guys 

      

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25 Random Questions Tag 😝

Hey guys 

As you can tell by the title today I am doing the "25 Random Question Tag" 

I know it's nearly. Heist as and you all want Christmassy blog post but I promise I have some coming but I just really like to do tags so here's another 

And 

I know I have said this for ages but my YouTube channel is nearly here i have planned videos to film and everything I just need to film them 

Any way lets do this tag 

Enjoy!

1. What is one of your biggest dreams?

A. To live in California America but have a YouTube channel where I post beauty travel and cookery video along with that have graduated from university and be traveling the world 

2. Name 3 things that are physically close to you?

A. - A bottle of water 

    - One of my dogs 

    - Nail Polish 

3. What's an ideal Sunday for you?

A. A lie in to 11:00 brunch watching YouTube videos and vines all day in my bed with a dog or a few dogs and pizza at night also hot chocolate threw out the day and a face mask and updating my blog of course 

4. Do you drive? If so have you ever crashed?

A. As I have said befor I am on,y 14 so no I don't drive I have driven on private land with my parents before tho ( this means it is legal) therefore I haven't crashed 

5. What time did you wake up this morning?

A. I woke up surprisingly early which felt pretty good and I think it was like 9:45am

6. What's one thing in your closet you can't live without?

A. Leggings!! Omg I live in them 

7.What was the last movie you saw?

A. I was actually watching Christmas movies on TV this afternoon but I don't know what it was called dear Santa or something like that 

8. What does your last text message say?

A. The last person I talked to was my friend Diane and we were talking about how boys hair looks cute when one minute you see it in a full on quiff and the next it's flat haha ( see Matthew Espinosa) 

9. Something physical that stands out?

A. I read a few people's answers to this and they were talking about facial features so that's what I will talk about but I don't really have any standout features I guess we'll I have blue eyes ( call me nash Grier) haha mine don't stand out as much as his tho 

10. Have you been to a different country?

A. Well yeah England ( I live in Scotland ) but I haven't been abroad my parents want me to discover my own country first aka Britain but they don't like flying that much any way they'll get a shock when I go to California in 2018 yes I am going to vidcon 2018 

11. Do you like sushi?

A. Yeah I guess it pretty good 

12. What's a song you secretly like to boast when no ones around?

A. I really like one direction songs and like old pop like back when s club 7 and blue were the bomb as if to say 

13. Have you ever taken medication to help you fall asleep faster?

A. What sort of question is this and no I haven't ever I just stay awake if I am tired the next day then I don't care life goes on 

14. How many siblings do you have?

A. 1 and older sister called Lisa 

15. How would you describe you style?

A. I don't know like street if you know what I mean like sassy yet tight looking but I really like basic formal type cute I don't know what I am trying to say but yeah 

16. How old will you be on your next birthday?

A. 15 in August 2015 

17. Do you wear contacts or glasses?

A. At the moment none but I have an oppointment to get my eyes test soon because I seriously need glasses I can't roses properly but if I got to,d I would need them I would wear contacts to school and out and about but glasses at night and morning 

18. Do you colour your hair?

A. No but I am desperate to I want to die it lighter blonde then maybe Aqua dip dye or candy floss pink 

19. Tell me something your are planning on doing today?

A. I hate to say this but homework ugh 

20. What's the drink you always order at Starbucks?

A. Iced caramel frappe 

21. What did you want to be when you were little?

A. A vet teacher princess dancer astronaut hairdresser fashion designer 

22. What's a beauty rule you preach but never practise?

A. Touching your face touching your face makes it greasy but I always end up touching spots or leaning my hand on my face or you know little things like that 

23. Have you ever had an all-nighter?

A. Surprisingly no I have stayed up til, like 6-7 am but always fallen asleep for and hour or so next sleepover I will do an all nighter tho if I don't pull it off I will post a blog post everyday for 2 week eeek I have to do this 

24. Can you taste the difference between Pepsi and coke?

A. Well yeah sometimes I don't bother tho and I just like I don't care I will just drink it but I do taste it coke is much better 

25. What quote/ phrase do you live by?

A. There's so much 

Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game~ a Cindarella  story 

Do what makes you happy~ alfie deyes 

Live simply so others can simply live~ Matthew Espinosa 

Asevery body deserves to sparkle~ unknown 

A dream is a wish your heart makes~ unknown 

I would rather live a life of oh wells than a life of what's ifs~ unknown 

In the end we only regret the chances we didn't take~ unknown 

No regrets~ dappy 

Don't let anyone tell you, you are doing it wrong cause they don't know sh** ~ Jc Caylen

Never regret something that once made you smile~ unknown 

Thats it for this week guys 

Hope you enjoyed

Every view counts and I mean it

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Would you rather beauty tag !!!

Hey guys 

Pinch punch first of the month ( how is it already December 1st) 

How are you all I know this blog post is late but I was super tired last night I went and visited family and just didn't feel like writing a blog post I hope you understand 

But 

Anyway today I am going to do another tag  

This one as you can tell from the title is a would you rather beauty tag blogger style 

These sort of tags are usually done as YouTube videos but obviously my channel is not up and running yet but will hopefully be super soon

Also these next few blog posts should be festive ( hopefull ) 

Anyway here we go 

1. Would you rather go out with messy hair and nice makeup or nice hair and no makeup?

A. I think nice hair and no makeup of course I hate my skin but since my hair has layers some of it is short in places like my fringe/bangs which I want to grow out but yeah 

2. Would you rather shave your eyebrows or have your eyelashes fallout?

A. Eyelashes fall out because you can always put on false eyelashes and eyebrows are what I feel defines a face like if your eyebrows are messed up its noticeable and I don't know how I would draw on eyebrows if I shave them off it just would look weird 

3. Would you rather be forced to shop at Mac or sephora for the rest of your life?

A. Well in the UK we don't have sephora so simple answer MAC

4. Would you rather wear lipgloss/ lip liner look or 80s perm?

A. Well a perm would eventually fade and I don't know what lipgloss and liner would look like so I am gonna say lipgloss lip liner look because although perms look awesome ( see mahogany lox) but I don't think I could pull it off 

5. Would you leave the house with an obvious foundation line or overdone blush?

A. Obvious foundation line because at least you can been it in through the day with overdone blush you can top really and people will notice and call you a clown straight away 

6. Would you rather wear mc hammer pants or biker shorts in public?

A. Well I don't know what either are but I don't like my legs so I would have to say mc hammer pants because I feel biker shorts would be really tight leather am I right or nah???

7. Would you rather have a bad orang-y spray tan or really weird tan lines that can't be removed?

A. Bad orang-y spray tan because if you soak in a bath of lemons it slowly fades but if you had weird tan line eeek what you supposed to do then

8. Would you rather have a bad haircut or bad hair colour?

A. Bad haircut because you can get extensions but if you had a bad hair colour you would have to wait a few days before you dyed it again or your hair would be really damaged but if you just had a bad cut you could Kerry/bobby pin it back

9. Would you rather have youtube or Twitter taken away forever? 

A. I hate this question but I would have to say Twitter if it got taken away from everyone then Twitter but I don't want either taken away they are my 2 main apps I really can't decide 

10. Would you rather give up using makeup brushes or mascara?

A. I would rather give up mascara I could alway put eyeliner on my lashes I guess but without brushes things are to hard to apply I would end up giving up makeup which is not an option

Thanks for reading guys 

Every view seriously couts 

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